God and I.

God and I are drifting apart.

I have no idea why but we don’t talk much anymore; don’t get me wrong, I still love and respect him but we’re not so close like we used to be.

I just don’t have the power nor the time to stop and listen; or to just sit there and appreciate all the beauty around me. It’s like am in a constant race against time and guess who’s always ahead!!

Sometimes I talk to him; i get angry a little then laugh at myself a little more but I have no idea if he still take me seriously or think of me as a lost cause.

Other times I just wonder if he’s actually there or if humanity just needed to create the idea of a God so we’d understand things and earth better..though i have witnessed miracles in my life and I do know that there is a good power out there helping me in ways i dont understand. But asking and doubting are what makes us human and hey..I tend to be very “human”. I am not afraid to understand or to learn new things, I jump in the mud because i know i can shower later on; I throw myself in that tornado – not because am untouchable- but because I know how to hang on to that tree waiting for the storm to pass..

Am I making sense to you?

See, I am a reader, a book lover..and when you read a lot; you ask a lot, some people stop at the question mark and others keep looking. Well, am still looking. For what? Glad you asked, because i have no clue what we’re searching for, but patience my friend; we’ll get there.

© Sandra Chami Kassis – sandrachamikassis.wordpress.com, 2014 – 2015

3 Comments on “God and I.

  1. Wondering if there is a god at all can be a tough question to ponder. I eventually came to the conclusion there isn’t, probably. YouTube, and the internet in general, are great places to explore those questions. Best of luck.

  2. I hope things go back for the better. As you said, “asking and doubting” are the key to learning; yet not over-doubting. I am certain God exists. Humanity cannot create a universal god; societies may at most create minor and local gods that can fit their lusts; yet the God of the bible was not so. The bible as we know today was not written in an instant or by a single person, but through thousands of years (about 1,600 years); so, the idea of inventing the real God is totally impossible. I wish you the best always!

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